Taken one big step to my future~

To those people who often read my blog but do not know me. FYI, I am origin from a small town area of Sarawak, Malaysia . The cat city, known as Kuching.

I grew up at that small town area, finished my studies there and even completed my Degree at the local university. I even worked at there for around 2 years and found my beloved girlfriend there.

For a lot of my friends who know me well, I am ambitious type of guy, I always thought of travel out of Malaysia to work as my home town cannot give me what I wish for. However, one of my good friend said to me previously "I don't think you will ever go out of Malaysia to work as your commitment in Kuching is quite heavy".

Yeah he was right that time, worked in Kuching for 2 years, I realized that no matter what, there are things which I committed and things that I cannot let go. But the longer I remained in Kuching, the more I realized the fact I should give myself a chance to explore, experience and prepare myself a better future. I should not let the current commitment, current concern bind me to such situation longer, I should step out from it and try to build a better future for me and my beloved girlfriend.

After some planning, I resigned and now I am working in Singapore. I have been here for few months, all I can tell everyone is that my work here is much busier compare my work in Kuching. Everything here seems to move faster and more efficient compare to Malaysia. 

I admit that I like the life at here, but I miss my beloved girlfriend, my family. I know they gave me support so that I came here to work, so no matter what, I must stay and show to them that I grow and fulfil my dream. Whatever just bring it on and I will face it toughly...

~~ Singapore ~~

PS: A lot of my friends actually mistaken that my dream is to work in Singapore because I like Singapore more. I admit I like Singapore more, but the fact is that I want to work in Singapore purely because I want to earn more money using the advantage of currency exchange rate. I will go back to my home town after a period of time ~ haha~

What is the meaning of life~??

Since I was young, I have a lot of dreams and I often set a goal for myself. I have been working hard to reach my dreams, e.g I wish that I can have my own house and car before I aged 30. Friends around me think that I'm too old folk's minded and even sometimes they feel that I think too much.

As time passed and now, my friends and I already stepped into this reality. They found that there are goods where I often think and plan my path, to achieve my dreams. But, like what people often like to say, people feel you are better, you feel other people are better. My friends they envy me that I already have my own house and car at my current age, aged ~26 year-old.

Yeah, they are right in a point, but I have never think of what I want next after accomplished my dream of owning a house and car before aged 30. In other words, after I have achieved my this dream, I feel lost and meaningless. All the reason I working so hard now is to maintain my dreams, it's totally boring.

What is the meaning of life~? Why human working so hard to survive in this world? I have a lot of questions which no one around me can give me an answer that I acceptable. I feel lost and I work hard now just with one dream, travel around the world without need to worry about money matter...>.<'''

Lost~! lost~! lost~!

Secret Revived~!

Since i said in my last posting, i said that i have a surprise that i will cherish it forever. Now i am gonna share it with all of my blog readers.

The happy surprise is that i finally able be together with my loved one. Why i said it was a happy surprise for me? Some of my friends who really know me will roughly know that i have been into a lot of things and finally we are together.

I chased her for 2 years and 3 months, and finally she promised to me that she will be my girlfriend. In some of my friends' view, it's something that very tough in relationship, but it's not her fault nor my fault, it was destiny that meant for us to go through before we can be together.

Now we have been together more than 5 months and a lot of things between us evolved faster than ordinary couple. We cherish each others a lot, and concern about each other a lot.

It was fate where we met each other, been through a lot of happiness, sadness and arguement. Finally, we know that we are very important to each other and be with each other. May be we didn't even know the reason why we fall in love with each other, but we can feel that it was faith for us to start a story together.

For her, i'm willing to give up everything. I love her, and i will love her forever. I love you dear =)

A Happy Surprise

Yesterday, 7th November 2010, I received a very shock news to me, it's was a happy news to me indeed. Until now I feel like I was dreaming to get the news and I was smiling like I never know the meaning of happy before this.

Actually for the past 2 weeks, I have been so down because of something that unhappy had happened. Seriously I was confuse about what should I do with the unhappy problem that I faced, keeping all the sadness and confuseness just to myself, the heart was quite painful. I was not able to sleep well too for the past 2 weeks.

Until yesterday, without I need to think of solution to solve the problem, I received a surprise news that have solved the problem. In a sudden, all the confuseness was gone and I can release all the tension in my heart.

Thanks to surprise, thank you for appearing and save my life. I will cherish this surprise as much as I can.

Meaning of Life

All the time in our life, we are searching for the meaning of life, but is there anyone who really found it? Seriously, I do not think there is anyone who did. Whenever you found a reason, there always will be questions that will rise out from there.

People always like to ask me, what you want in your life, although I can always answer their questions confidently, but in the end I will always ask myself, why do I want that in my life? When I have that thing already, what else will I pursue in the future? Ya, may be it is a good thing for me as I am sure about what I want currently, compare to a lot of people who does not know at all.

There is a lot curiosities in my mind, why this and why that, basically I do not think that I can get the answer that really can satisfy me in my life. But for me, currently I do not wish to go further into the question that I have in my mind.

Turning Point

Life is full of turning points, a point where something can turn good or turn bad, depending on your life and luck. At each turning point, we must know what we want and how to make decision. Every decision we make at the turning point can affect a lot of the happenings in the future. Some more, we cannot turn back after we proceed with the execution of the decision we made.

Another turning point in my life has arrived, at the day where I have received my bachelor degree certificate few days ago. Although I finished my studies and started my work few months ago, but things are different when I really have my Bachelor degree certificate with me. When relatives come to bless you and friends invite you to go out for celebration, things like that are nice. But the true story behind is a cruel fact, where parents start to concern about your future, and you have to carry life burden alone.

Thinking of earn more money and build a happy family with your loved one, where the thinking and mindset grow mature slowly. Last time you might spend qauite amount of money every month on entertainments, example sing karaoke, travelling or clubbing. But now, you will learn to save more money, getting some assets or doing some investment instead. For guys, you might even think of buying house and car, and also take up the responsibility to take care of your family.

At my current turning point, I have chosen the path and future that I want. I do not know what is waiting me ahead, but I will face it toughly and achieve the future that I was looking for all along.