diary edition - saving people

15 March 2010

Within 1 day period, less than 24 hours, i saved 4 persons, but who can save me?

1st person, my classmate who having difficulty in her final year project. I do't really know what happened, but i just explain her things that necessary. I only make a simple explaination and draw something for her to see the thing clear and proceed her final year project. Just a simple action, i helped a friend and i felt grateful.

2nd person, my junior who is rushing to find a place for industrial training. She already applied 2 months ago but she still has not received any news, not even from 1 of the companies that she applied. Her friends all get it already and she urgent need a respond for her industrial training. I made a phone call to my ex-supervisor where i did my industrial training and sent few smses, settled for her. What a surprise, i managed to help her get interviewed within 2 hours. Am i a famous and well known industrial trainee in that company? I'm wondering..=.=

3rd person, my another junior, which is younger, seeking help for her project. This one needs technically and conceptually support. I multitasking teached her while i'm doing my final year project, start from the late evening until midnight i explained the concept and programming coding to her. I also helped her to find resources to get the corresponding needed coding, part by part explained to her while i'm doing my things. Seriously, i never thought i still can focus multitasking in 2 technical things, her project programming and my own final year project programming. Yeah, my multitasking skill level up already.

4th person, one of my best friend who is currently working in other country called around midnight. He called because his mood very not good and hoped that i can be his listener. From his voice, i can sense that he was very down, very sad. No need further words from his mouth, i know what actually happened and i feel sad for him. He is my best friend, he got a future to create and a company's contract bonded, impossible i will let him fell down, so i became his listener and gave him advices. Tonight, althought i don't feel like i have being a good listener, but luckily he is alright after talked to me and i do hope that his life will be better after wake up from sleep tomorrow morning.

In this short period of time, i also finished my programming, tested the system and i get a very unexpected result. I need help, but i was lacking of resources, technically support and hardware support. I need help, tomorrow it wil be my turn seeking help from my friend. Haha..

I can save people, but who can come save me? don't want to think about it, better i go sleep and make sweet dreams first..haha..

Tomorrow will be better...^.^

Decision made, A path is chosen!!

Today i signed the contract with the company that offered me a job, a stressful but with great payback engineering job. I delivered it to the company this morning and there will be no more turning back for me but work or them. The contract bonded me for the coming 3 years, and they expecting me to perform better and work harder than the ordinary engineers that they hired.

Now think back what happened this morning is like a dream, so fast, before i graduate i already have a job waiting for me. A job that might be more stressful than i can expect, but offered a higher salary and greater benefits compare to the others job that i can find. Will it be alright for me to take this path? Honestly i do not know also, but 1 think i know is that, since i already decided to take the job, take the challenges, there will be no more turning back already. I signed the contract, i have no choices but to report to work as agreed, unless i pay the big amount of compensate, which is i'm not affordable.  

No worries i told myself, 3 years only, it will end very fast. In the mean time of the 3 years, i'm going to do some investment or make some small business if possible. I want to earn more in short period of time and i have dreams that i want to fulfill, a responsibility that i need to carry.

I walked my path, at the point that split into paths, i made my decision and continue my path. No matter what waiting me ahead, i shall face it. I'm not a boy anymore, i'm a guy. Decision made, no regret!!! Gambathe to myself..^^