A Happy Surprise

Yesterday, 7th November 2010, I received a very shock news to me, it's was a happy news to me indeed. Until now I feel like I was dreaming to get the news and I was smiling like I never know the meaning of happy before this.

Actually for the past 2 weeks, I have been so down because of something that unhappy had happened. Seriously I was confuse about what should I do with the unhappy problem that I faced, keeping all the sadness and confuseness just to myself, the heart was quite painful. I was not able to sleep well too for the past 2 weeks.

Until yesterday, without I need to think of solution to solve the problem, I received a surprise news that have solved the problem. In a sudden, all the confuseness was gone and I can release all the tension in my heart.

Thanks to surprise, thank you for appearing and save my life. I will cherish this surprise as much as I can.

Meaning of Life

All the time in our life, we are searching for the meaning of life, but is there anyone who really found it? Seriously, I do not think there is anyone who did. Whenever you found a reason, there always will be questions that will rise out from there.

People always like to ask me, what you want in your life, although I can always answer their questions confidently, but in the end I will always ask myself, why do I want that in my life? When I have that thing already, what else will I pursue in the future? Ya, may be it is a good thing for me as I am sure about what I want currently, compare to a lot of people who does not know at all.

There is a lot curiosities in my mind, why this and why that, basically I do not think that I can get the answer that really can satisfy me in my life. But for me, currently I do not wish to go further into the question that I have in my mind.