What is the meaning of life~??

Since I was young, I have a lot of dreams and I often set a goal for myself. I have been working hard to reach my dreams, e.g I wish that I can have my own house and car before I aged 30. Friends around me think that I'm too old folk's minded and even sometimes they feel that I think too much.

As time passed and now, my friends and I already stepped into this reality. They found that there are goods where I often think and plan my path, to achieve my dreams. But, like what people often like to say, people feel you are better, you feel other people are better. My friends they envy me that I already have my own house and car at my current age, aged ~26 year-old.

Yeah, they are right in a point, but I have never think of what I want next after accomplished my dream of owning a house and car before aged 30. In other words, after I have achieved my this dream, I feel lost and meaningless. All the reason I working so hard now is to maintain my dreams, it's totally boring.

What is the meaning of life~? Why human working so hard to survive in this world? I have a lot of questions which no one around me can give me an answer that I acceptable. I feel lost and I work hard now just with one dream, travel around the world without need to worry about money matter...>.<'''

Lost~! lost~! lost~!

Secret Revived~!

Since i said in my last posting, i said that i have a surprise that i will cherish it forever. Now i am gonna share it with all of my blog readers.

The happy surprise is that i finally able be together with my loved one. Why i said it was a happy surprise for me? Some of my friends who really know me will roughly know that i have been into a lot of things and finally we are together.

I chased her for 2 years and 3 months, and finally she promised to me that she will be my girlfriend. In some of my friends' view, it's something that very tough in relationship, but it's not her fault nor my fault, it was destiny that meant for us to go through before we can be together.

Now we have been together more than 5 months and a lot of things between us evolved faster than ordinary couple. We cherish each others a lot, and concern about each other a lot.

It was fate where we met each other, been through a lot of happiness, sadness and arguement. Finally, we know that we are very important to each other and be with each other. May be we didn't even know the reason why we fall in love with each other, but we can feel that it was faith for us to start a story together.

For her, i'm willing to give up everything. I love her, and i will love her forever. I love you dear =)